Friday, November 29, 2013

ME: What are we doing now?


So what are we doing now?
Lost in desire,
mad in regrets,
running away from the demons,
we hid in each other’s hearts.

Where do we hide
from each other’s sight,
from the failure
in times of need - to stand by
each other’s side?

The chaos we created
in our hearts, in our minds,
can only do us well –
finish us both and set us free
to roam in the kingdom of Death.


Tuesday, November 26, 2013

ME: Love me


Love me when there’s nothing left of me,
Love me when my flesh had turned to ash,
Love me when my soul is ether spread into the universe,
Love me when the memory of me is gone.

Love me for the love I had for you,
Love me for the hate I had for others,
Love me for the nights I spent with you,
Love me for the days I couldn’t live without you.

Love me for the songs I sang to you,
Love me for the verse in which the only rhyme was you,
Love me for the images of our love I took for you,
Love me, cause all I’ve ever loved was you!



Thursday, November 21, 2013

МЕ: Аnywhere but here



I just need to go away,
go further,
go back,
go anywhere but here!

For the passion I have
for the hate,
for the love,
for everything and the loneliness…

Through the years I keep running
through the day,
through the night,
through my life – tearing me apart…

You walked across my soul,
passed by my heart,
stopped at my lips,
and went away never to return…

I just need to go away,
go further,
go back,
go anywhere but here, waiting for you to leave!


Tuesday, November 19, 2013

ME: Will not be anymore


You call to me,
and I fall at your feet
but it will not be
anymore.

You come over
and I give you my life
when all you wanted
                                was one night.

Now I see the reason
laying naked on the floor
I couldn't see the truth
                                before.

Never gonna be the one again
you run to when there’s no one else,
and the one first to forget

                when there’s plenty other more.


Wednesday, November 6, 2013

ME: I give up


How many times
do I need to fall
and brake,
and my wounds to rot -
to learn
where my place is?
That I’m meant to be here
down, on the ground,
close to my hell
and far from your heaven…

I don’t have the heart
to cry you rivers anymore.
I don’t have the eyes
to continue the fight
and to live.
I don’t have the sanity
needed to keep going
rising up from the trash.


I give up.