Thursday, August 8, 2013

ME: If you love my pain


I’ll breath in all of your lies,
In pain every night I will die
Just to make sure you’ll come
back to me, night after night!

I’ll bleed out the smiles
And gasp all the kisses,
In lust and despair I will bathe
If it’ll make you want me again.

For the nature of your caress I don’t care
As long as you are there – by my side.
Time after time I will hide
From the world – to be only with you!


Monday, August 5, 2013

ME: From now on

"Am I happy today, am I lonely tomorrow 
Everything depends on you" - Europe

Open you heart
and close tight your eyes.
Prepare your soul
to be ripped apart.

Lose it all now
to get your freedom -
if not today then tomorrow
Let yourself go.

I won’t allow it anymore -
For my day to depend on you,
Now I will decide on my own
On my dusk and my dawn.


Sunday, August 4, 2013

ME: Is it your game?



Do you tell lies and say it's special?
Do you look into my eyes
and think of what’s behind –
if I would even care or if already dead?
 
Do you ever dare to question
if you are fair –
to a broken mind already drowning in regrets
seeing all in black, hiding in the shades?
 
Did you ever wonder
if you are the King or yet another pawn?
Did it ever cross your mind 
there's someone else narrating?

Saturday, August 3, 2013

ME: At sea bottom


A sea of metaphors was done -
lies have made up for a life.
Darkening sky crawls slowly,
drowning the sun in my eye.

At sea bottom I would lay
if there’s only where I won’t
hear your name mouthed
by another.

You tell me how
I can have it all and more
but your “all” I just don’t want
nothing much at all – it’s for the matter

What I want is just a storm
to wash you off my skin
and me out of your mind -
a rain to drown us all – senseless and insane.