ME: What are we doing now?

So what are we doing now?

Lost in desire,

mad in regrets,

running away from the demons,

we hid in each other’s hearts.

Where do we hide

from each other’s sight,

from the failure

in times of need - to stand by

each other’s side?

The chaos we created

in our hearts, in our minds,

can only do us well –

finish us both and set us free

to roam in the kingdom of Death.

ME: Love me

Love me when there’s nothing left of me,

Love me when my flesh had turned to ash,

Love me when my soul is ether spread into the universe,

Love me when the memory of me is gone.

Love me for the love I had for you,

Love me for the hate I had for others,

Love me for the nights I spent with you,

Love me for the days I couldn’t live without you.

Love me for the songs I sang to you,

Love me for the verse in which the only rhyme was you,

Love me for the images of our love I took for you,

Love me, cause all I’ve ever loved was you!

МЕ: Аnywhere but here

I just need to go away,

go further,

go back,

go anywhere but here!

For the passion I have

for the hate,

for the love,

for everything and the loneliness…

Through the years I keep running

through the day,

through the night,

through my life – tearing me apart…

You walked across my soul,

passed by my heart,

stopped at my lips,

and went away never to return…

I just need to go away,

go further,

go back,

go anywhere but here, waiting for you to leave!

ME: Will not be anymore

You call to me,

and I fall at your feet

but it will not be

anymore.

You come over

and I give you my life

when all you wanted

                                was one night.

Now I see the reason

laying naked on the floor

I couldn't see the truth

                                before.

Never gonna be the one again

you run to when there’s no one else,

and the one first to forget

                when there’s plenty other more.

ME: I give up

How many times

do I need to fall

and brake,

and my wounds to rot -

to learn

where my place is?

That I’m meant to be here

down, on the ground,

close to my hell

and far from your heaven…

I don’t have the heart

to cry you rivers anymore.

I don’t have the eyes

to continue the fight

and to live.

I don’t have the sanity

needed to keep going

rising up from the trash.

I give up.