ME: Mourn

Mourn for the life.

Mourn for the death.

Mourn for the love.

Mourn for the hate...

Miss me forever.

Miss me today.

Forget all the love.

Forget all the games...

Walk away in the distance.

Walk away forever in time.

Don't return to what's not here.

Don't return to the confusion and pain...

Ме: По пътя

Болнавите сенки се гонят небрежно
По тъмно-сивия прашен тротоар
Настигат се бавно и обратно побягват
Към бледо-призрачната светлина.

Вървя между тях и наивно си мисля,
Че те са моята компания във света
Вървя и не виждам как в тъмнина ме обгръщат
Водят ме към вечната самота.

Me: My biggest enemy

The nights I used to love 

But now I fear them most 

For the darkness always 

 Wakes up my darkest Demons and my past... 

 The nights are toughest to avoid 

for the darkness always falls 

 and when everyone's gone i'm left alone 

to fight my biggest enemy.... Me.

ME: Like a needle deep inside my vein

Like a needle deep inside my vein

you came into my life to stay.

Overdosing on your eyes

I find my heart in full surprise.

Once you’re gone

and I am finished -

nothing’s left

and life – diminished.

A new will come,

to swirl my dreams,

to mess my mind

and cause me tears.

ME: Advice

Mentally undress me,

             lick my breasts

                       and take my pride,

otherwise don’t dare to touch me

for my skin is poisoned

and me eyes are filled with death.

Slowly blow yourself away

and leave me here alone to the decay.

Wave goodbye to all you had so precious

for I will rob you

                          of your dreams and passions

                                      and the vision of your days.

ME: What are we doing now?

So what are we doing now?

Lost in desire,

mad in regrets,

running away from the demons,

we hid in each other’s hearts.

Where do we hide

from each other’s sight,

from the failure

in times of need - to stand by

each other’s side?

The chaos we created

in our hearts, in our minds,

can only do us well –

finish us both and set us free

to roam in the kingdom of Death.

ME: Love me

Love me when there’s nothing left of me,

Love me when my flesh had turned to ash,

Love me when my soul is ether spread into the universe,

Love me when the memory of me is gone.

Love me for the love I had for you,

Love me for the hate I had for others,

Love me for the nights I spent with you,

Love me for the days I couldn’t live without you.

Love me for the songs I sang to you,

Love me for the verse in which the only rhyme was you,

Love me for the images of our love I took for you,

Love me, cause all I’ve ever loved was you!

МЕ: Аnywhere but here

I just need to go away,

go further,

go back,

go anywhere but here!

For the passion I have

for the hate,

for the love,

for everything and the loneliness…

Through the years I keep running

through the day,

through the night,

through my life – tearing me apart…

You walked across my soul,

passed by my heart,

stopped at my lips,

and went away never to return…

I just need to go away,

go further,

go back,

go anywhere but here, waiting for you to leave!

ME: Will not be anymore

You call to me,

and I fall at your feet

but it will not be

anymore.

You come over

and I give you my life

when all you wanted

                                was one night.

Now I see the reason

laying naked on the floor

I couldn't see the truth

                                before.

Never gonna be the one again

you run to when there’s no one else,

and the one first to forget

                when there’s plenty other more.

ME: I give up

How many times

do I need to fall

and brake,

and my wounds to rot -

to learn

where my place is?

That I’m meant to be here

down, on the ground,

close to my hell

and far from your heaven…

I don’t have the heart

to cry you rivers anymore.

I don’t have the eyes

to continue the fight

and to live.

I don’t have the sanity

needed to keep going

rising up from the trash.

I give up.

ME: I wouldn't have...

I wouldn't have need you

if I were in possession of myself!

If my heart was obedient to my mind

And my body, cold to the touch of your hand!

I wouldn’t have felt your absence

If I were not made to be yours,

If I wouldn’t dream of you –

Conscious and asleep, of you and your kiss.

Countless faces on the streets and in my dreams

Passing through their lives as a wind,

as a storm - to ruin their insensible concentration

in an impossible scenario without “you&me”.

МЕ: A promise to break your heart

You think I’ll fade away,

that the memory will disappear,

but I’ll burn inside you always -

always leave you pain.

It was just a beautiful lie,

it was just in your head,

but the drops of your blood

still stain the sheets on your bed.

Imagine it was me to hurt

and bleed – dreams are free.

Dream of me wide awake

and cry the endless tears.

ME: Blackened

Stone blackened by the soot of our age,

Windows blackened by the soot of my soul.

Air darkened by the burning of our bodies

Steal melting by the heat of our hearts.

ME: Only when

Only when there are tears

In my eyes

You can see the stars

In the reflection

Of this salty truth.

Only when there’s no sound

You can hear the song

My heart sings to you

In the pounding rhythm

Of my life.

Only when there’s no one around

You can taste the love

On my lips

In the whisper

Of my soul.

ME: Leave open

"But I learned long ago
If you love someone you have to let it go 

The hardest part of letting go is saying 

Goodbye"

The hardest part of letting go - Megadeth

“The hardest part of letting go is saying goodbye”

you say?

Then don’t –

turn around and leave without a word.

Like that at least in my ears will ring forever

the nothingness that came out of you,

the emptiness of your will

the senselessness of your silence.

But at least it’s not a voice to haunt me,

it’s not a word to burn my soul,

so turn and leave without “goodbye”.

The door despite, leave open,

so someone else can come instead

to start that cycle, and run in to the same end.

ME: Disguise

Dye my hair and change the cut,

paint the lips and a sight so blunt,

change my name and leave for good,

never again honest, never the truth.

Running away, I know, ’s not an option

hiding myself is such a temptation.

Not me anymore, if I want to be over

with all of the pain and find it a closure.

ME: A monologue

What if I loved you,

                dear reflection,

would my life still be the same?

What if I tried,

                dear reflection,

in this madness to stay sane?

What if I tried,

                dear reflection,

to speak up when being hurt?

What if I tired,

                dear reflection,

to move away from all of the dirt?

Would I be still,

                dear reflection,

all the same – helpless and vain?

Would the world be,

                dear reflection,

still all about darkness and pain?

ME + Unknown author: An argument over life

I called you, but you didn't answer.

I invited you, but you didn't show up.

I tried to explain, but you didn’t listen.

I asked you, but you didn’t reply.

I told you, but you didn’t hear me.

I made a point, but you weren’t interested.

I beged for it, but you didn’t bother.

I said it to you, but you didn't care…

That’s why life is not so simple!

ME: Tell me you miss me

Tell me you miss me,

lie to me.

Tell me it’s me –

the light that shines

            through your tears,

tell me I’ll only see

the rainbow of soul

            behind these drops of pain.

Tell me you miss me,

lie to me.

Tell me it’s me –

the darkness that lurks

behind your broken heart,

tell me only I will hold

            your hand to heal from the pain.

ME: The moon is very scared

The moon is very scared,

Its face – in fear is wrinkled,

Its eyes are widely shut

To close its brain for the dire view,

Its mouth is barely open

To scream out loud it pain.

The moon is very scared,

It’s full of dreadful dreams –

Of our darkest nightmares

Of our deepest fears.

It shines the night enough

To see just how dark the shadows grow,

To scare us even more,

To drive us to dementia.